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RUTTERKIN

by RUTTERKIN

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1.
Woven in our bones and in our blood. A inkling of hope and a marriage of trust. But, hope can fade and marriage doesn’t always last. Learn to let go of the past. All the good hearts that I love will die. It's hard to say goodbye. All the good, good hearts will relinquish their lives. It's hard to say goodbye. I was eight years old when the snow kissed the pavement and they lowered you into the ground. Didn’t make a sound in the dark of night. Wandering the halls, knocking pictures off the walls; by morning your apparition would hide. I saw a light in the attic, I tried hard not to panic knowing your body couldn’t withstand time. All the good hearts that I love will die. It's hard to say goodbye. All the good, good hearts will relinquish their lives. It's still hard to say goodbye.
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Ulysses 02:32
I fear the worst, that's why I always fail. So, I packed some provisions this time, try to carry the weight that's been on us for years. It didn't pan out and that feeling died, but that's the way it goes sometimes. Where are my friends, where has everyone gone? This was never the plan, everything is going wrong. It's easier to sleep it off and to forget all the misery and the times we spent alone. I feel as empty as those promises, the ones that you left me with. Dead and buried, or however you see fit. I got a better view of the world today after reading a book that I love; gave me the strength to get out of bed and say.. I cried for days and let the worst of myself get the best of me. And I know I'll never be the same, but I'll find a way to do better someday.
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Just wanted to be your one and only. Now I just want to see you sad and lonely. Just wanted to feel free and happy. But, how can I be without your arms around me? Sometimes I want to see you hurt. Feel the weight that’s what you deserve. I know its wrong, but for what its worth, I hope we can move on.
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Houseboat 03:00
I still remember your dreams of owning a houseboat in Seattle. A million miles away from anything that resembled Florida. And your dreams of working at that hip salon one day. Barnet Fair, 139 North 3rd Street, Philadelphia, PA. I still miss you, and I still love you. And the more that time goes by, it feels like I don't even know you. And I still miss you, and I still love you. Now I don't miss you and I don't love you. And I don't miss you, and I don't love you. And the more that time goes by, I've learned I'm better off without you.

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Recorded at Atomic Audio Studios in Tampa Florida in April of 2018

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released May 18, 2018

Special thanks to Tristan Jennings for the incredible artwork and to Mark at Atomic Audio for Recording all songs and Frank Calcaterra for mixing and mastering.

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RUTTERKIN Saint Petersburg, Florida

St Pete Punk Rock
Say-10 Records
Euclid Place Records
Ashtray Monument

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